How would you feel when.....

How would you feel when from being a  lively party animal, almost complete and productive, you voluntarily throw yourself away to a place 10300 kilometers or 6400 miles away from your family? A place where everything closes @ 5PM and on Sundays? A place where you don't have anybody to talk to but your love one but is always being sent away on a tour of duty for a month, 2months or even a year? A place where you cannot find your closest friends and only a neighbor's old Basset Hound dares to greet you? When the best time to stay out and walk around  happens  for only quite a few weeks and the rest of the year is chilly, then cold then months of freezy. When you are in a situation  where you are temporarily unable to do the usual physical activities that you usually do to keep yourself busy?  How would you feel?

It's like being boxed and stuck for an uncertain time. You're starting to think of getting an Optical examination because you feel the need to wear some sort of corrective lenses for those dilated eyes from staying too much in front of the computer. You'll find yourself talking to yourself most of the time, of course you don't want to see a $1,000.00 phone bill by the end of the month. Then you'll see a picture of a food, then you'll crave for it, but it's just so impossible to have it. Not here.  Not in this place, you'll say to yourself.




Oh! You finally see a fellow Filipino, "but why is it when i smiled at her, she looked away? Yeah, I know her, she says hi and walks away. " You'll laugh at yourself and wonder, "does my face spell BORING?"





There are so much to do at home, redecorate the house, play video games, learn how to play a guitar, make a music video of your own, learn several languages.  How about a home job like an affiliate marketing?  Sounds like a good idea. By the end of the day, you'll retire to your bed with your laptop.  Yes,  your dear laptop keeps u company. "Oh what the...? What is wrong with the power going on and off?" " Oh crap! I forgot that my laptop battery needs a replacement." I won't mention that u forgot to recharge your iphone earlier too so it will die soon if u keep on Facebooking. You'll try to sleep but you're used to sleeping with the night lamps on.

How would you feel? I'd say "get it over with, silly. Tomorrow's another day"