Your Words Are Fatal, You Might Not Even Know It

I feel so down and low since yesterday.  Some people might be celebrating in victory right now, i know they'd been waiting for me to feel this way, waiting to see me fail.  Some people may not care, "who am i to them anyway?"  I thought everything will turn out just fine but I'm trapped after surviving from a major downfall.  What's worse is that  i have no voice at all, my opinions don't matter no more.  It's like everytime i open my mouth I speak with no sense, making me feel like i have nothing right to say so I'd better shut up!  It's like I'm in a war with no battle gears.  You catched me from falling and you put me in a jar with no hole so i can breathe. Your words are fatal and you might not know it.  It's like a knife stuck in my heart.

The only and last person that I'm expecting to help me pick up the pieces again took it from me and throw them outside the window. Blown by the wind, scattered everywhere and I  don't know where to find the other pieces.  I will never be whole ever again.